A friend just posted on facebook saying that her boyfriend of so many years turns out to be a bad ass :(
With photos of him and some random club girls?
What more to say?
Sigh, he can be so clever and yet so dumb at times.
But anyways, now that everything is spilled out and there's nothing more to be done, i am wishing him the best of luck.
And wish the girl well, she might be able to find a better one in the future who knows.
Sigh.
For uncertainties.
For unfaithfulness.
For never ending heartbreak.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
When housemates become enemy
This is a fairly common situation, but i assure you things can get really worked up when the housemate posted "Some people just deserved to get ebola, seriously".
OK i cannot be 100% sure that her "some people" refers to me but there's a really really high chances cos i am not dumb and the time she posted that status coincides with the time she replied my email.
And she happily thought that i dont know what ebola is just because i am a dental student oh but too bad i am not as dumb.
Goddammit how can she even curse people like that.
She seriously doesnt believe in karma, let her be.
It is only the rental for goodness sake.
A rm100 increase meaning a mere 40++ increase for her damn big master room, too much to ask?
She seriously gave me a solid reason to despise Singaporeans(No offence to the other Sings).
God knows how will my future be living under the same roof as this girl.
But i shall not quarrel with her.
I shall let her accumulate her sins.
:D
OK i cannot be 100% sure that her "some people" refers to me but there's a really really high chances cos i am not dumb and the time she posted that status coincides with the time she replied my email.
And she happily thought that i dont know what ebola is just because i am a dental student oh but too bad i am not as dumb.
Goddammit how can she even curse people like that.
She seriously doesnt believe in karma, let her be.
It is only the rental for goodness sake.
A rm100 increase meaning a mere 40++ increase for her damn big master room, too much to ask?
She seriously gave me a solid reason to despise Singaporeans(No offence to the other Sings).
God knows how will my future be living under the same roof as this girl.
But i shall not quarrel with her.
I shall let her accumulate her sins.
:D
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Away from you
"Why did i choose him as my boyfriend?"
He is not supermodel-like handsome,
he does not have Einstein's brain,
he does not have Robert Kwok's wealth.
Then why oh why did i choose him as my boyfriend?
Over the years, i have becoming more and more dependent on him and i really hate myself for allowing this to happen.
I really just wanna go somewhere away from him for a while to get used of life without him.
And I am not glad that i'll be stuck with him in phase2.
I JUST NEED TO BE AWAY.
BUT WHEREEEEEEEEEE???!!!!???!!!
He is not supermodel-like handsome,
he does not have Einstein's brain,
he does not have Robert Kwok's wealth.
Then why oh why did i choose him as my boyfriend?
Over the years, i have becoming more and more dependent on him and i really hate myself for allowing this to happen.
I really just wanna go somewhere away from him for a while to get used of life without him.
And I am not glad that i'll be stuck with him in phase2.
I JUST NEED TO BE AWAY.
BUT WHEREEEEEEEEEE???!!!!???!!!
Accept
Accept.
Something that i have to learn to do.
A lot of things happening over a short period of time, and i keep trying to divert my sorrow on dramas, movies, series and whatever i can get online.
They seem so much happier in drama than in real life and i just somehow wish i can be as happy as they are.
The brand new chapter of my life will begin soon, much sooner than i thought and expected, even if i m reluctant to.
And again, all i can ever do is,
Accept.
Something that i have to learn to do.
A lot of things happening over a short period of time, and i keep trying to divert my sorrow on dramas, movies, series and whatever i can get online.
They seem so much happier in drama than in real life and i just somehow wish i can be as happy as they are.
The brand new chapter of my life will begin soon, much sooner than i thought and expected, even if i m reluctant to.
And again, all i can ever do is,
Accept.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Keep smiling
I think my future lies between today, tomorrow or at most the day after.
Oh may god bless me.
Oh may god bless me.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Its just a mixture of emotion
Time to blog about my dreadful life :S
Grhhh dont quite know whats best to be inserted into this post because honestly there are things i do not want anyone to know other than myself.
Well, now that im back home at Kulai, my everyday life consist of just drama, tv series, movies, food. Eh basically just that.
I KNOWWWWWWWW
Such a sad life i have now.
And the weather is ALWAYS hot i take it as an excuse to not go exercise.
And all those magazines that i have i can finish them all in a day.
And all the novels i have i m just so reluctant to have them read all over again.
AND MY PASSPORT JUST EXPIRED I CANT EVEN GO TO THE NICER NEIGHBOURING COUNTRY IN ORDER TO FEEL ALIVE AGAIN!
Lol i sense myself becoming an angry young adult now.
Ah and i finally got a story to tell. Its just that i received the package the other day and i totally deserved it! Its not my fault anyway that they have to compensate me with a higher value prizes :D
Its CLEO who claimed that there must be some problem leading to the loss of the letter and blablabla and that it must've been their negligence and blablabla and then they offered to compensate me with a nicer prize.
And.... what i got in the end was a full-sized Gwen Stefani Harajuku Lover perfume and her L.A.M.B all over body lotion that smells like heaven :), and some insignificant CLEO merchandises. Lol.
I dont remember whens the last time i managed to win something out of the hundreds of contests i joined.
But man it felt really good :)
Grhhh dont quite know whats best to be inserted into this post because honestly there are things i do not want anyone to know other than myself.
Well, now that im back home at Kulai, my everyday life consist of just drama, tv series, movies, food. Eh basically just that.
I KNOWWWWWWWW
Such a sad life i have now.
And the weather is ALWAYS hot i take it as an excuse to not go exercise.
And all those magazines that i have i can finish them all in a day.
And all the novels i have i m just so reluctant to have them read all over again.
AND MY PASSPORT JUST EXPIRED I CANT EVEN GO TO THE NICER NEIGHBOURING COUNTRY IN ORDER TO FEEL ALIVE AGAIN!
Lol i sense myself becoming an angry young adult now.
Ah and i finally got a story to tell. Its just that i received the package the other day and i totally deserved it! Its not my fault anyway that they have to compensate me with a higher value prizes :D
Its CLEO who claimed that there must be some problem leading to the loss of the letter and blablabla and that it must've been their negligence and blablabla and then they offered to compensate me with a nicer prize.
And.... what i got in the end was a full-sized Gwen Stefani Harajuku Lover perfume and her L.A.M.B all over body lotion that smells like heaven :), and some insignificant CLEO merchandises. Lol.
I dont remember whens the last time i managed to win something out of the hundreds of contests i joined.
But man it felt really good :)
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