New year, new beginning, new hope!! I wish, with all my heart, that all troubles, all suffering and misery be gone very very soon and what comes next?? Happy, worry-free, stress-free, beautiful, wonderful life :) And yesssss. It will come true!!! xoxo.

SOme say, failure hurts, sucks, but it teaches. I hope this time round, failure teaches me how to be better, and how to excel in days to come. I have no right to rant, to complain, and this little setback in my life, i will overcome it, for sure. Cheers to holiday, and to days where i can sit back and really think about my life.

I would like to continue updating my blog and make it look really interesting and almost readable. Teach me how.

Stay extremely focused in achieving your dream. For as focus is there, nothing is impossible.

Procrastination is the thief of time

It takes so much to make myself determine to do some thing.
But it takes only so little to procrastinate.

Procrastination is not something that we need to learn.
I think it is already in our genes and is being passed down from generation to generation.
I believe no one likes it, but at the same time no one seem to be able to help it.
I really wish there's some kind of antidote to it, i need it badly.

Speaking of dentistry, there're tonnes of people who want to take up dentistry its beginning to annoy me.
Everytime when i go home, there's always "You know whowhowho is doing dentistry at wherewherewhere now", or "Hey his/her brother/sister chose dentistry, next time you'll have one more competitor".
Oh please. Like the sentence you say is going to make me drop dentistry.
And quite frankly, i dont give a shit bout having competitors or not.
When i become a dentist, all i want to do is to be good to patient and do whats best for them. Who cares about having that extra dentist beside you.
I dont think they can do much damage to my life anyways.

Another thing is, actually what is so wrong with having high expectation and wanting to be a perfectionist?
I have high expectation of myself.
Although i am super lazy(You have no idea), i still expect myself to do well and not being the average one.
I am the kind of people that will cry if i were to get anything less than a B.
I seriously hope there's more people out there who share the same thought as i am.
So at least i wont begin to feel i am an alien or something.

Just few more days before i begin my final year.
No more joke, whatever thats left behind, i need to sprint and catch things up.
Of course, its always easier said than done.
But the plus side of putting this down in my blog means i'll be able to read back and work on it everytime i see this post.
EOS9 = The final professional exam = The last paper exam of my dentistry life will be in August.
Its an integrated paper, no longer just ODS or OS or CDO or whatever. Everything will be integrated so lots of preparation need to be done.
I am aiming for an A.
I hope i'll be able to work towards my aim.
May my level of motivation stays skyhigh!!

There are times when things happen and you realize how foolish you are all these while.

To continue to hold on, or learning how to let go?

At this point, i have no clue.

Before it starts, everyone hope for a happily ever after.

But once you're in it, you start to doubt that happily ever after may be just another myth that people talk about.

I think one of my 2012 resolution is to not take things for granted.

I still practice it.

But why cant you? :(

Friends

The power of facebook is that,

someone can just tell you that dinner's off its been cancelled and
you find them being checked-in to a restaurant having dinner moments later.

Truth is, just because i dont have transport to meet them means they have to exclude me from their plan. What i think is, without a car is totally not a sin.I have true friends who treat me really nice and who are willing to pick me up when they know i dont have a car to drive around. But just cant help feeling slightly upset over those lousy friends who decide to go enjoy themselves without me because of the trouble to traveling to bukit jalil to give me a ride.

Worst of all,

I've always treat them as really good friends.

Oh well. Maybe they're not worth my dinner time after all.