Tuesday, March 31, 2009

STRESSSSSSSSSSS

After the academic council working group thingy today, my life instantly changed.
and now im stress. like.. RELI RELI RELI STRESS.
I've been messing up my life since like dun know when and now the reality comes and i think i gonna hang myself dead soon.

FcukER Emmy.
What have you done?

To think you can still go out and enjoy meal, enjoy movie and your whole bunch of crazy friends doing crazy stuff and going practically everywhere in KL and enjoying all the time.

Now what?

Sit and hide and cry like a mad girl?

DONUTTTTTTTTTTTTT BUGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSS SHITTTTTTTTTT DOOOOMMMMMMMMMM FUCCCCCKKKKKKK!!
SUCKSSSSSSS BIGGGGGGGG TIMEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

For the month of april, u need not argue, need not plead.
NO OUTING, NO MEAL(OVERPRICED ONE), NO SLACKING,
your life is nothing but..... STUDIESSSSSSSS!!!

uuu hearrrr meeee????

DUHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~!!!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

LOng memorable day.

A day to chill and obediently stay at home.
Yesterday was a long long day and a tiring day as well, luckily it was quite fun.
What a day!

For your information, yesterday's boon's 20th birthday!
We were out since 10am, and the moment i step back into my room, its already 12.05am.
Now you know the reason for my extreme tiredness.
What we did the whole of yesterday was...
Psan drove alllll the way from Bukit Jalil to Sungai Buloh for her favourite Bak Kut Teh!! So, psan me boon paige n su anne all in her car. Josh went with cyandra. And amy kamun meiting and weijune went separately too.

First stop : Brunch @ Sg Buloh.
It was a good meal, reasonably priced, quite tasty(Maybe bcos we're just too hungry).

Second stop : Weijune's house. Boy his house is niceee and comfyyy!!! Everything looks comfy, the sofa and all. Even his room seems quite comfy, and his study table is awesome! I would loveee to have that in my own room too! But thats beside the point. The reason we went to his house is for surprise cake cutting session for boon! LOL. Kamun bought the cake from Subang and we all sang him song! Boon you better be surprised and touched for all the efforts we made!!

Third stop : The curve @ Ikea @ Ikano @ Cineleisure. Yes yes we went to that area so i gotta include all. Hehe. All of them(Except Kamun,meiting and josh) went for karaoke session at redbox, the curve. Me?? I practically did nothing for the few hours, what i did is just shop around the curve until i got bored, and i walked to ikea to grab a 3bucks unlimited flow coffee and i drank 3 cups of that. HAHA being a coffee lover thats what it is. And ikea seems quite crowded as people come and go continuously so then after the third cup of coffee i walked back to the curve. I so wanted a hair wash or hair cut there but seems a lil overpriced so i skipped that and went to MPH instead. and chill at the MPH lounge. cool. I was there for only about 15-20 minutes before boon said they're leaving redbox already. So i met them up.

Fourth stop : Ikea cafe. For dinner obviously, cos everyone seems to be craving for the meatballs!! I had meatballs! Basically everyone either had meatballs or chicken. Ahh a satisfying meal too and its not expensive at all. Happy happy! Oh and did i mention the earth hour is during that hour too? Sigh we should just forget about the earth hour cos its such a disappointment. I thought everything will be shut down, i mean, at least lights should be off. Who knows not all are off. I just dont see any difference. wth.

Fifth stop : Starbucks @ Ikano. Apparently there's 20% discount for all drinks during earth hour. So all of us grabbed a drink there. Im beginning to get sick of starbucks already, i just had it that day. and imagine yesterday i had 3 cups of coffee at ikea and i drank starbucks again later that night. Im not gonna drink any coffee and at least today and tomorrow. Cos i want my status to be coffee lover, not coffee monster.

Sixth and final stop : Some mamak @ Esplanad. Its that greenish mamak i just cant remember the name now. And its back to me psan boon paige n suanne. IM too bloated for any food and drinks so i skipped all of those. And we had chats and songs guessing. Actually im already severely fatigue by then.

Reached home. Checked mail. Took a shower. SLEEEEEPPPPP!!!!
And that's how i spent my entire 28th March 2009.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Coffee Lovvaaaa~

Correct! Just had my cuppa starbucks and feels extremely happy..
Guess coffee just sorta made my longggg longggg longggg day, been in uni since 8 in the morning right till 6.45 in the evening. that is...almost 11 hours. MOre than the time i spent at home! wth. more than the time i spent sleeping. omfg. I think i just pay too much for imu to allow me to stay out of uni.

Whats with the robbery all over imu these days?
Apparently i think those people are purely insane to have done this.
Daylight robbery. How daring. and NOT empathatic. AS if imu students are all wealthy and loaded with cash. HAiz whatever.. duhh.. not in the mood for this.

Speaking of empathy, today i had my CSU session and it was a history taking session, with numerous stations, some are plain useless. Anyway i did take history for 2 SPs and Ka-Mun took 2 as well. Everything's fine for me except that one thing. And whats that?? Hahah lmao. SP's comments are... I need to show more empathy and concern to the patient. according to both of them, i look kinda serious when taking history, so i should show some concern and be more friendly to them, cos they're only 16(They're so not 16, just pretending to be... SWEAT!). Thank goodness they said the flow is good cos i dont sound mechanics and all, and have good eye contact. Good enough but darn it, i din get to ask certain questions and ended up not being able to answer certain questions. How sad. Improve i shall. I SHALL.

Till then, basically that is all i can share for today.
In NEED of certain substances to de-stress.
Heart attack is >>> When i realised DP will be tested.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Run

Had a 7km run today.
Haiz i gotta try harder to push myself further!!
Anyway i gotta ciao to TRY to STUDY for my own sake.
Brb when im done, hopefully...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

The clean & comfy room :)

Just cleaned my room, feeling good, hot and tired at the same time.
I suppose i have this obsession towards really clean room, cos most of the time i visit any of my fren's place i find it a bit dirty, maybe just a lil too much stuff in their room or something like that. I just love my room having little things around, and clean. very clean. This is just one of emmy's obsession. Hehe.

For the past couple of days i've been thinking about my ultimate wishlist for the time being, heartache and headache over the things i want and need, i simply do not have the cash to get everything i want at anytime i like. Sucks being this way but truth be told even if im a rich and spoilt gal i will not want to spend so much at once anyway.

There'll be a senior-junior meeting this coming tuesday, honestly i do not know much juniors from DT109, yet. Not that i dont want to know them, but its ok, i'll know them better in 2 days time. PLus i'll get a chance to meet my junior buddy( its just one of those buddy system thingy), each person will only have 1 or at most 2 buddies. Cant wait to meet them, hope they'll be as fun as our batch weeee:)

Here! I want a pair of adidas, not this exact design though, the main point is to show you that i want a pair of sleek and comfy shoe!!!


And here goes the flip flop. I dont mind buying billabong or other brands but this sorta caught my attention.


So long for my current obsession to Adidas...

Man U, u ok?

Halo, i know very well its a sin to not write for so long, i think, i played way too much the past few days. Thanks to that fake free movie ticket, that drew us to MV but in the end its only valid for old movies and that 15min dinner time @ Zanmai and all that running from the gardens to mid valley cos we're just so late for the movie. Argh. That was thurs.

Friday is all about Sunway, Carls Junior, Shoes hunting, and so on so on. Thats also with boon n peisan, but this time plus amy meiting weijune and chan. Hmm. Perhaps this is what dental students always do? Sad...

SAturday!!! The piss-off day!!
Studied for a bit, yeah a bitttttt, like i said, and Man U sort of, indirectly, ruined my day. Cos they lost 2-0 to fulham. The match was to me, a saddening experience to Man U cos i myself feel sorry for them. My observation is, Man U and Fulham kind of swtiched role yesterday... Sorry to have to say this, but Man U performance yday was... BEYOND EXPECTATION. And RED card seems to be the IN thing for them at the moment. Cos Vidic got it first, then Scholes, then Rooney.
What a nice combo.
Darn.
I think Ferguson should stop chewing his gum away and seriously do something about it.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Breaking d news

Congrats me!!!
Im going to Cambodia!!! Yes yes yes!
IM goin to Cambodia lalala~~~
Its been finalised, and everyone agreeed, and prof toh approved as well.
So yeah, gotta start saving eh.
Means, just means no more extra expenditure on clothing and stuff.
Just for once in my life, im doing something beneficial :)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The final day before THE day.

16th March will mark the begining of my new life.
Reason being, the slacking mode has to come to an end.
Hmm, MUST come to an end or else,IMU will show no mercy to me, even if its only a summative, or formative, or test, or assessment.
I strictly do not want to die under IMU.
Shame on me for letting procrastination rules my life for so long.
I shall now let procrastination RULED but not rules my life.

I've never been so emo while watching soccer for the past 20 years of my life.
I've no clue why did Man U lose yesterday's match.
Not that Man U must win ALL the matches, its just that, of all the clubs, why must it be Liverpool?
OK Fine, Let it be Liverpool but why the hell must it be 4-1?/
What is this?
To test the strength of my heart is it?
Sighhhh.
To my beloved Man U, you know i still love you, just STOP testing my heart. Argh.
Vidic oh Vidic, hope to see you soon...
I shall forget bout the red card asap.
Donut.
Such a nightmare... :(

Saturday, March 14, 2009

The meal, the bug, and the rain.

Jogoya lunch. Great.
The bug. Bad.
The rain. Annoying.

Friday, March 13, 2009

The craving

Yes the craving, for a sumptious meal.
And so, i'll be going to Jogoya tomorrow to satisfy my craving.
WEEEEE~~~

The limitless sashimi, unagi, tempura, soups and desserts(Oh my lovely haagen daaz baskin robbin and cakes and cookies).

I'll make sure i'll not stop eating, not until i achieve my stomach's maximum capacity.

Wahaha wonderful day here i come!!

Ohyeah, support Man U!!!
Liverpool is gonna die while Man U proudly stay alive! :)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Cambodia- So near yet so far.

I wanna go Cambodia!!!
Ish the way i said it is like i wanna go to some fancy places like New York or something.
But who cares? Whats wrong with Cambodia when you can learn so much and help so much, see so much, i have no idea about food but surely there'll be something to eat right? Lol. So fine. Good. Cambodia's perfect for my elective!!
But nono. Things arent as simple as they seem to be.
My parent, for whatever sake, will never allow me going to such place, without a proper supervisor. I mean, this elective is purely our own choices, not like some high school trip where you have a few teacher tagging along to make sure we're ok all the way. Sigh.
I think, this is still perfect! In the sense that i'll finally be able to be 100% independent and taking good care of myself, best of all of all the kids over there!
Imagine us teaching them stuff, promoting good health nutrition and so on so on so on. How cool is that? And the little time left for ourselves for some sight seeing and stuff. By going to Cambodia for elective, i strongly and firmly believe that 2009 will be of great year! Cos then i'll be able to proudly announce to the world that I HAVE DONE SOMETHING OF GREAT SIGNIFICANCE AND SO VERY MEANINGFUL IN MY LIFE, for once that is. And then in the future i'll remember this as a sweet sweet memory, considering me contribute something to the society hehe. Awwww sounds soooo wonderful!
I cant waitttt!!! For my parent to say yes! But most probably i guess i'll just receive a free lecture from them before they'll politely say "No." And then all my imaginations and dreams and hopes all flush down, as in flushing down the toilet bowl and vanishes for good.

I really would like to know the answer for this question : Why cant everything goes according to plan??
Im seriously doubting my ability to plan, and my ability to follow plans.

No regret- Exactly what i need

Throw away.
To throw away the old habit, and bring in a new one.
To be less ignorant, and be more responsible.
To prioritise, to not procrastinate, to be true to myself.
Be flexible, yet add in more strength to achieve a greater result.
To realise the mistakes i made, and to rectify the situation to prevent it from becoming from bad to worse.
To finally be able to say this out : I HAVE NO REGRET.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

The longest MIA

I CANNOT BELIEVE ITS BEEN MORE A WEEK SINCE I LAST BLOGGED.
SORRY I HAD TO LET YOU DOWN MAN.

Updates will be updated asap.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

U evil darling!

Someone's not replying my message :(:(:(

Monday, March 2, 2009

Anger management

Sometimes certain people just need to be kicked on the ass for him/her to realise how shitty he/she can be.
Dont ever dare cross my line or you'll be sorry. seriously.
Im not in the mood for fun or joke, im just not in the mood for anything except that one particular thing which i find quite impossible to achieve at the moment.
Sometimes i dont know why people just cant mind their own business and dont give a shit about other people's businesses.
More often than not, they just love to comment on other people's life, which to me, is just, justttttt fcuking annoying!!
To whoever it is, please la, time to grow up.

Tummy upset makes me upset :(

Please help me!
I hate the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night having extreme pain and not knowing what the cause is.
Horrible. and im not loving it.
What could it be???
The sashimi salad from zanmai? Carrot milk?? Dragon-i?
Nop cant be dragon-i the food is simply yum and hot and fresh.
So must be either sashimi or the stupid carrot milk which tasted like shit.
It has to be carrot milk la!
I had sashimi salad for lunch and only feel pain at night.
And i instantly feeling weird right after that glass of CARROT milk.
ISH. Heartless people trying to hurt my stomach as if i offended you.
The pain is just so intolerable that im forced to skip today's early morning practical. PRACTICAL!!! argh attendance willl be taken, now that i have MC it shouldn be a problem but then i'll just missed out on so many things.

I got a book from library and i shall start workin on it.
Work my way thru respi!!!
If only my tummy is obedient enough to stop torturing me...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

The first of march

Hi people.
I certainly have no intention of blogging now but the sight of book for the past 2 hours just somehow bore me a little.
And so i shall blog about whats happening around me for the past few days.

As i mentioned so many times before, its the time for medt109 orientation and needless to say, there are lots of activities lots of commitment and lots of times spent with the juniors in the hope of "orienting" them into the perfect imu-ian wannabe. To a certain extend it can be quite sickening at times, especially when you're just too tired to commit yourself into doing something against your will.
Oops but like i said, just sometimes, not all the time.

Back to the cruz of the matter, treaure hunt was of above average but not of really great fun. The indoor part, to be honest, was quite shitty, maybe because my group didnt do well so i said such a mean thing i dun know and dont really wanna care about it either. The outdoor one is way better, in my personal opinion that is. Timing maybe. Early morning is THE time for me, i bet im most active during this period so things get easier. And there're less stations this time, and the locations are in order, unlike last year where all the stations and jumbled up and we had to walk from north to south to east to west, over and over again. I reckon i burnt half of the calorie i consumed on that very same day. And because there're less stations and less distance and we had to listen to the timekeeper say "we're ready to go to the next station now", so we barely ran, in fact we dont really have to because mind u its not a speed game anyway. Sigh. The purpose became purposeless, at least for me.
It doesnt really matter anyway as my group proudly won almost all the stations, when there's a need to compete with the other groups. We managed to won only 2 cheer fights though, out of 5 or at most 6. But who cares? We got second overall for the unlock thingy :) 3 minutes and 22 seconds, alpha boomer rocks eh? Just a mere 2 seconds behind group 4. I hope kyan will not be as arrogant just cos his group won, for the time being. Duhhh.

Honestly, im getting quite sick of the orientation thingy, its taking a lott of my used-to-be personal times. Remember my schedule is like 9-6 and right after 6 i had to go eat with them, go out with them for track trip or whatsoever, meeting with them and discussion over something that has nothing to do with me, and to sacrifice much of my "staying healthy work-out" time. argh!! What is this la?!!

I wish i have summative like the medical students on 13th march.
Medic students please do not slaughter me for saying this i know the stress and tension is unbearable to you all at the moment.
Its just that, it can then provide me with a valid excuse to stop all the shits and start doing something with my notes and books and start aiming for this and that and work towards the aim i set for.
Im not that much of a nerd, mind you.
I just sort of enjoy studying at certain time of the day and at certain period, only. Apart from that, i have a life too alright?

I'll have to meet up with my college's friends later on cos one of them actually got back from india, holiday i suppose. And so we have to meet up for whatever reason la. Im not that much interested in meeting anyone at the moment seriously, sometimes i just find it difficult to talk to anyone. Just so lame la... "How ru?", "Eh hows india ah studies ok ah?", "Hows the food there spicy o not?", "Got find any pretty girls there?". LAME. SWEAT. And by the time i got home i instantly regret meeting them because meeting them only makes my pocket's hole widen to the extend that my whole wallet just fell off. Im just beginning to accept the fact that every single one in the world is rich with the exception of me. full stop.

Just wish me luck, and i shall enjoy my day.
Irony.......