Hey!
9 1391919 21!
I just cant wait to go Saisaki for buffet yay!
I hope Saisaki will not disappoint me, it shouldnt be better than Jogoya though. Sigh.
I realised i've been listening to emo songs for a while now and it makes me think of someone.
Just this particular someone.
Dont bother guessing, cos u cant! Hehe.
I cant wait to be back in KL too.
Cos finally, its time for me to camp everywhere to get some studies done.
I cant believe CVS is finishing soon. SOON.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
WISH a wish
Today is officially a happy day!, but disappointed, for some reason...
And i wanna write it out as a happy memory weee~~
My wish for today is for someone to not go Singapore so i can go visit.
That is all.
Good night to you and me :)
And i wanna write it out as a happy memory weee~~
My wish for today is for someone to not go Singapore so i can go visit.
That is all.
Good night to you and me :)
I dont have a choice
Yes correct!
I dun have a choice but to go jog although the weather is insanely hot.
What to do la? Later there'll be a gathering at a restaurant which is like 20 minutes away from my house... I wonder why they even choose that place in the first place.
I dun even feel like driving cos its far and its dark and its really not my type of place. Argh.
Oh yes, the main thing is, i have to jog to burn out SOME of the calories i got from those evil cookies because im quite sick of being a fat girl.
Surprisingly my mum actually said im a bit too obsessive about my weight, but why cant i?
At least there's a tiny lil bit of achievement, on the contrary i think she's a bit out of control now so she doesnt even bother to care any longer. Wahaha GOOD LUCK mummy!!(Ooops im being evil here huh?)
Ok so much for the obsession i had, have and for days to come.
Its 4.22pm, and the sun still shines like nobody's business.
Crap la. Getting darker day after day after dayyyyyy thanks to you mr sun.
I think i have one more new year resolution : I hope i have a huge box of spf130++ sunblocks!!!
I dun have a choice but to go jog although the weather is insanely hot.
What to do la? Later there'll be a gathering at a restaurant which is like 20 minutes away from my house... I wonder why they even choose that place in the first place.
I dun even feel like driving cos its far and its dark and its really not my type of place. Argh.
Oh yes, the main thing is, i have to jog to burn out SOME of the calories i got from those evil cookies because im quite sick of being a fat girl.
Surprisingly my mum actually said im a bit too obsessive about my weight, but why cant i?
At least there's a tiny lil bit of achievement, on the contrary i think she's a bit out of control now so she doesnt even bother to care any longer. Wahaha GOOD LUCK mummy!!(Ooops im being evil here huh?)
Ok so much for the obsession i had, have and for days to come.
Its 4.22pm, and the sun still shines like nobody's business.
Crap la. Getting darker day after day after dayyyyyy thanks to you mr sun.
I think i have one more new year resolution : I hope i have a huge box of spf130++ sunblocks!!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Time to blog
3 days without blogging is just so not me.
But oh well its CNY period and other than visiting and eating and slacking, whats more to say?
Today i drove practically all over the place, visiting friends, friends and more friends.
Tiring, but interesting.
And eat...like im desperate for foooodd. lol.
I had the opportunity to taste those Doha food though...
Its delicious and swwweeettt.
Thanks auntie ur all the sweetest!
Im so very happy i have lots of people who care for me and adore me,
now i feel like a princess.
But princess needs hugs and kisses,
Where's the prince?
Aii wish it could happen earlier :)
Uncle should stop walking around, seriously
aha
But oh well its CNY period and other than visiting and eating and slacking, whats more to say?
Today i drove practically all over the place, visiting friends, friends and more friends.
Tiring, but interesting.
And eat...like im desperate for foooodd. lol.
I had the opportunity to taste those Doha food though...
Its delicious and swwweeettt.
Thanks auntie ur all the sweetest!
Im so very happy i have lots of people who care for me and adore me,
now i feel like a princess.
But princess needs hugs and kisses,
Where's the prince?
Aii wish it could happen earlier :)
Uncle should stop walking around, seriously
aha
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Happy CNY!!!
Happy CNY everyone!
Today is new year eve, but its raining now... kinda weird but still, im happy.
Had a great dinner with family and looked through my new year clothes just now and i feel happier. Oh well im a girl and so its pretty much natural for me to feel that way :P
I shall wear my pink dress tomorrow yay!
Im kind of stuck here now that i dont know what else to talk about...
Maybe i shall just wish everyone happy and healthy and best of luck in whatever they do? and whatever i do too :)
Today is new year eve, but its raining now... kinda weird but still, im happy.
Had a great dinner with family and looked through my new year clothes just now and i feel happier. Oh well im a girl and so its pretty much natural for me to feel that way :P
I shall wear my pink dress tomorrow yay!
Im kind of stuck here now that i dont know what else to talk about...
Maybe i shall just wish everyone happy and healthy and best of luck in whatever they do? and whatever i do too :)
Friday, January 23, 2009
Honesty is all i want
When everything finally become clear and mystery being unfold,
There's always a great sense of relief, because finally, im not the weird one anymore :)
I always have a thing for honesty.
Thats part of me, part of my principle of life, part of what i've been trying to practise for all these years.
But in real life situation, people dont usually do so.
I wonder why.
Is it really that hard to even say something that is true? rather than creating some wonderful fairy tales or whatever that makes you feel better?
I asked "Do you think you are an honest person?", "Do you think you are a loyal person?"
This is a test i have for you.
And you failed.
Oooops yeah you failed.
Oh well, it doesnt matter much now that everything is clear enough.
For you to see what exactly that went wrong, and for me to understand exactly who you are.
To whoever it is,
People do get lonely once in a while and companion is needed yes i know.
But to betray someone u claimed to like, oh well, this is plain weird and unwise.
Cant blame you, because you never like "me" anyway.
And so, i've gradually come to a conclusion that all you ever need is a companion, whoever that comes along the way and you feel like alright with it, you'll just want them.
Perhaps this is just your way of living, unfortunately not mine.
After all these, i found myself lucky.
To get an answer within a short period and to put an end to it.
This is my greatest new year gift from you.
Thank you.
Please remember, i do not hate you but thankful to u, i learnt my lesson well.
But to you, bear in mind, whatever you're doing at the moment, are you happy?
Will you ever be happy if you continue living that way?
Think.
All the best to you.
Hatred is not there, just a tiny bits of sorry.
Everyone,
Live your life, as im living mine :)
There's always a great sense of relief, because finally, im not the weird one anymore :)
I always have a thing for honesty.
Thats part of me, part of my principle of life, part of what i've been trying to practise for all these years.
But in real life situation, people dont usually do so.
I wonder why.
Is it really that hard to even say something that is true? rather than creating some wonderful fairy tales or whatever that makes you feel better?
I asked "Do you think you are an honest person?", "Do you think you are a loyal person?"
This is a test i have for you.
And you failed.
Oooops yeah you failed.
Oh well, it doesnt matter much now that everything is clear enough.
For you to see what exactly that went wrong, and for me to understand exactly who you are.
To whoever it is,
People do get lonely once in a while and companion is needed yes i know.
But to betray someone u claimed to like, oh well, this is plain weird and unwise.
Cant blame you, because you never like "me" anyway.
And so, i've gradually come to a conclusion that all you ever need is a companion, whoever that comes along the way and you feel like alright with it, you'll just want them.
Perhaps this is just your way of living, unfortunately not mine.
After all these, i found myself lucky.
To get an answer within a short period and to put an end to it.
This is my greatest new year gift from you.
Thank you.
Please remember, i do not hate you but thankful to u, i learnt my lesson well.
But to you, bear in mind, whatever you're doing at the moment, are you happy?
Will you ever be happy if you continue living that way?
Think.
All the best to you.
Hatred is not there, just a tiny bits of sorry.
Everyone,
Live your life, as im living mine :)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Dinner and hang out but no studies
Right. Went for a satisfying dinner at Nihon Kai, before heading to pasar malam, and here i m now stupidly writing on my blog.
Seriously the amount of calories i took in at Nihon Kai must be quite high, and gym will only help me burn the calorie of perhaps a miso soup. ishhh this is so frightening.
And too bad i got nothing else to share for now and i gotta ciao to study.
Topic of the day is none other than CARDIAC FAILURE!
Yes let me conquer u! =)
Seriously the amount of calories i took in at Nihon Kai must be quite high, and gym will only help me burn the calorie of perhaps a miso soup. ishhh this is so frightening.
And too bad i got nothing else to share for now and i gotta ciao to study.
Topic of the day is none other than CARDIAC FAILURE!
Yes let me conquer u! =)
Today is Tuesday
Good morning, guess the only good thing about this semester is the afternoon classes that allow me to update my blog in the morning.
Supposedly there's this mind-map lecture at 9.15am but cyandra n i decided we shall skip it since mind map doesnt and will never work for us anyway.
I remember there were times when i tried so hard to produce a super cool mind map only to realise i never really use it in the end, which is sad to say, a waste of my time and energy. and my colour pens. plus paper. hmm.
Congrats me as im officially 2 weeks behind the schedule, with cny in like 6 days time, i bet i'll be 3-4 weeks behind schedule by the end of the holiday.
I do know that i wont be having any cvs quiz like that of the medical students, and i wont be having any eos this semester, but this SHOULD NOT be an excuse for me to slack like a mad girl. Then again, how come i just enjoy slacking more than studying? This is just so odd.
Maybe i should blame the library for this. This particular library never fails to disappoint me man. I borrowed a book, and i renewed it online like 6 days ago, and when i wanted to renew it for the second time yesterday, the librarian said no i cant because its been overdue for a few days? WTH?? So what now? I cant renew my books, and i have to pay for the fine. God knows how much it cost this time. All i know is i've been investing part of my allowance on library fine, every single semesters. And im not having any good feelings about it.
Whats my plan for today, tomorrow, thurs and fri?
Still, i wanna play volley!! I wonder what happen to IMU volley club.
Maybe its dead or something.
Sigh.
Someone buy me a volleyball for my birthday puhlease!
I should train myself. Since the club is hopelessly hopeless.
Supposedly there's this mind-map lecture at 9.15am but cyandra n i decided we shall skip it since mind map doesnt and will never work for us anyway.
I remember there were times when i tried so hard to produce a super cool mind map only to realise i never really use it in the end, which is sad to say, a waste of my time and energy. and my colour pens. plus paper. hmm.
Congrats me as im officially 2 weeks behind the schedule, with cny in like 6 days time, i bet i'll be 3-4 weeks behind schedule by the end of the holiday.
I do know that i wont be having any cvs quiz like that of the medical students, and i wont be having any eos this semester, but this SHOULD NOT be an excuse for me to slack like a mad girl. Then again, how come i just enjoy slacking more than studying? This is just so odd.
Maybe i should blame the library for this. This particular library never fails to disappoint me man. I borrowed a book, and i renewed it online like 6 days ago, and when i wanted to renew it for the second time yesterday, the librarian said no i cant because its been overdue for a few days? WTH?? So what now? I cant renew my books, and i have to pay for the fine. God knows how much it cost this time. All i know is i've been investing part of my allowance on library fine, every single semesters. And im not having any good feelings about it.
Whats my plan for today, tomorrow, thurs and fri?
Still, i wanna play volley!! I wonder what happen to IMU volley club.
Maybe its dead or something.
Sigh.
Someone buy me a volleyball for my birthday puhlease!
I should train myself. Since the club is hopelessly hopeless.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Healthy meal
Having a healthy meal right now :)
Its my breakfast + lunch + high tea. lol.
Inspired by Subway, i actually made my own sandwich n coffee. Weee.
Its a satisfying meal i should say, for it contains salmon spread plus egg plus fresh vege and tomato! Then again i should've toast my wholemeal bread beforehand.
Oh well, i can do it again tomorrow.
Before i forget i should actually blog about my 10k experience...
Went for a jog last friday, which is suppose to be 10km (according to them), and i completed it, but no idea whether its 10km for real cos i never really jog for 10km before and it seems to be alright to me. As in, no muscle cramp muscle ache or anything, not feeling breathless as if i wanna die. So that means i should be ok with it right?
Cool and i should continue jogging for a while so i can run faster :)
And what other sports are available to me? I need fat-burning sports to burn all my fats away. OK mayb not all but say 20%? That will be perfect! Im not too ambitious anyway...
Talk about being fat, i went for a free body analysis yesterday @ IMU open day.
Surprisingly everything is within normal range for me, knowing that some of my frens actually have excess body fats. and some have abnormally low body fats. Its funny when that consultant told Wei June he should actually gain like 16kg to reach his target weight. WTH 16 kg?
And i overheard the other consultant told one of my lecturer he should lose like 30kg?
LOL i wonder if this analysis is even for real.
Age discrimination. Moral studies sucks.
The fact that i havent started anything on my project...
Its my breakfast + lunch + high tea. lol.
Inspired by Subway, i actually made my own sandwich n coffee. Weee.
Its a satisfying meal i should say, for it contains salmon spread plus egg plus fresh vege and tomato! Then again i should've toast my wholemeal bread beforehand.
Oh well, i can do it again tomorrow.
Before i forget i should actually blog about my 10k experience...
Went for a jog last friday, which is suppose to be 10km (according to them), and i completed it, but no idea whether its 10km for real cos i never really jog for 10km before and it seems to be alright to me. As in, no muscle cramp muscle ache or anything, not feeling breathless as if i wanna die. So that means i should be ok with it right?
Cool and i should continue jogging for a while so i can run faster :)
And what other sports are available to me? I need fat-burning sports to burn all my fats away. OK mayb not all but say 20%? That will be perfect! Im not too ambitious anyway...
Talk about being fat, i went for a free body analysis yesterday @ IMU open day.
Surprisingly everything is within normal range for me, knowing that some of my frens actually have excess body fats. and some have abnormally low body fats. Its funny when that consultant told Wei June he should actually gain like 16kg to reach his target weight. WTH 16 kg?
And i overheard the other consultant told one of my lecturer he should lose like 30kg?
LOL i wonder if this analysis is even for real.
Age discrimination. Moral studies sucks.
The fact that i havent started anything on my project...
Sunday, January 18, 2009
A dunno what day
So im writing in great discomfort now, mosquitoes everywhere...bites everywhere.
Sigh, sien, and depressed.
Plus guilty. What am i doing. I completely leave my studies behind and play like crazy.
2 weeks gone i wonder how many more days can i waste still.
Let me know.
By the way, went to 3k today for some kind of event called Absolute Bazaar.
Lots of stuff, but sian la the fitting room is so very "cacat-ed".
Dun even have a mirror...how am i suppose to know whether it looks nice on me...sigh.
Anyhow in the end i bought 2 dresses, which is of reasonable prices. Yay!!
And today, i finally...finally...watched IP MAN!! yeahhhhh!
Nice and i love it and that guy is cool man.
Best part is, i got to eat popcorn yum yum yum...LOL.
Good. So what day is today?
Entertainment day? Movie day? Shop and be happy day?
Haha whatever.
Im happy today.
Omg. Except for one stupid thing that happened!
I actually spent 50bucks to have a locksmith open my room door and im gettin really emo about it, cos he managed to get it done in like, what, 1 minute?
Shit la. Why is it so easy for him, and not for me?
At first, he wanted to charge like 70bucks which is definitely toooo much la.
But then after some acting here and there, lol, fortunately he reduced the price to 50bucks.
A lot, but better than nothing.
If i gotta spend 70bucks on it i guess i'll be emo right till cny man.
Oh yea CNY.
I cant waitttt!!!
Sigh, sien, and depressed.
Plus guilty. What am i doing. I completely leave my studies behind and play like crazy.
2 weeks gone i wonder how many more days can i waste still.
Let me know.
By the way, went to 3k today for some kind of event called Absolute Bazaar.
Lots of stuff, but sian la the fitting room is so very "cacat-ed".
Dun even have a mirror...how am i suppose to know whether it looks nice on me...sigh.
Anyhow in the end i bought 2 dresses, which is of reasonable prices. Yay!!
And today, i finally...finally...watched IP MAN!! yeahhhhh!
Nice and i love it and that guy is cool man.
Best part is, i got to eat popcorn yum yum yum...LOL.
Good. So what day is today?
Entertainment day? Movie day? Shop and be happy day?
Haha whatever.
Im happy today.
Omg. Except for one stupid thing that happened!
I actually spent 50bucks to have a locksmith open my room door and im gettin really emo about it, cos he managed to get it done in like, what, 1 minute?
Shit la. Why is it so easy for him, and not for me?
At first, he wanted to charge like 70bucks which is definitely toooo much la.
But then after some acting here and there, lol, fortunately he reduced the price to 50bucks.
A lot, but better than nothing.
If i gotta spend 70bucks on it i guess i'll be emo right till cny man.
Oh yea CNY.
I cant waitttt!!!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Random post
The fact that i ran 6km today is enough to make my day.
Eventhough its kind of slow but still, im feeling great :)
But im tired now, thanks to classes from 9.30 pm to 5.30 pm non stop.
Did LA practical, and had 2 longggg lectures, and that ever stupid moral class.
Rawh.
LA practical was fun. Learnt IA block, mental block, intraligamental stuff?, and maxillary mandibular infiltration. I wonder whats gonna happen when i finally get to inject on real patient. wooooo interesting!! lol.
Ping. Got speechless.
Randomly chatted with few friends and amazed by their sense of humour.
How can you request for a birthday gift and say your bday is coming soon while your birthday is obviously over? like just a month ago? Oh man what u thinking huh?
And hoping i would consider something that i clearly DOES NOT want to consider.
What is wrong. Dun force me eh...
I MUST REMAIN OBDURATE.
I m getting emo la... so shit i think im becoming a dunderhead...
As in, a real typical dunderhead.
Im currently finding my way out of dunderhead society.
I hope it works and it better work or else how am i gonna survive in imu man...
Time to go.
Sleep i mean.
Ciaoz.
Eventhough its kind of slow but still, im feeling great :)
But im tired now, thanks to classes from 9.30 pm to 5.30 pm non stop.
Did LA practical, and had 2 longggg lectures, and that ever stupid moral class.
Rawh.
LA practical was fun. Learnt IA block, mental block, intraligamental stuff?, and maxillary mandibular infiltration. I wonder whats gonna happen when i finally get to inject on real patient. wooooo interesting!! lol.
Ping. Got speechless.
Randomly chatted with few friends and amazed by their sense of humour.
How can you request for a birthday gift and say your bday is coming soon while your birthday is obviously over? like just a month ago? Oh man what u thinking huh?
And hoping i would consider something that i clearly DOES NOT want to consider.
What is wrong. Dun force me eh...
I MUST REMAIN OBDURATE.
I m getting emo la... so shit i think im becoming a dunderhead...
As in, a real typical dunderhead.
Im currently finding my way out of dunderhead society.
I hope it works and it better work or else how am i gonna survive in imu man...
Time to go.
Sleep i mean.
Ciaoz.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Crap
I consider myself as a hopeless girl who cant seem to make studying my hobby.
Or at the very least, something that interest me?
I've been procrastinating since the very first day, and now that one week is over i find it so very hard to believe i have so much to do, in not so much of time.
Tomorrow there's LA practical, argh, hope it will turns out to be fine.
And there's moral studies too. SUCKS.
You'll definitely agree with me if i tell you my moral studies is from 4.00pm to 6.30pm.
Today i woke up at 10.30 am i guess its one of the greatest record i can ever have, thanks to late night sleep the day before, and the wine, ahhh the wine. Make me thirsty for no reason. Thank you Jacob's Creek... whatever.
Today i had my first PBL in sem3. and ohhhh myyyy i've got an endless list of learning issues man.
And sadly, im as dumb as ever.
Today i had a lecture on congenital heart disease and it seems to be quite interesting, perhaps my americano works?
Today i went jogging and secretly felt happy i ran 6 rounds in 15min eventhough i know it still sucks.
Today i went for a few rounds of pool and out of a sudden i can play ok (Only when luck is with me, mind you, when luck is not with me, you'll be amaze by my "un-skillfulness" HAHA)
And right, im gonna waste TODAY yet again.
Loser is me.
Or at the very least, something that interest me?
I've been procrastinating since the very first day, and now that one week is over i find it so very hard to believe i have so much to do, in not so much of time.
Tomorrow there's LA practical, argh, hope it will turns out to be fine.
And there's moral studies too. SUCKS.
You'll definitely agree with me if i tell you my moral studies is from 4.00pm to 6.30pm.
Today i woke up at 10.30 am i guess its one of the greatest record i can ever have, thanks to late night sleep the day before, and the wine, ahhh the wine. Make me thirsty for no reason. Thank you Jacob's Creek... whatever.
Today i had my first PBL in sem3. and ohhhh myyyy i've got an endless list of learning issues man.
And sadly, im as dumb as ever.
Today i had a lecture on congenital heart disease and it seems to be quite interesting, perhaps my americano works?
Today i went jogging and secretly felt happy i ran 6 rounds in 15min eventhough i know it still sucks.
Today i went for a few rounds of pool and out of a sudden i can play ok (Only when luck is with me, mind you, when luck is not with me, you'll be amaze by my "un-skillfulness" HAHA)
And right, im gonna waste TODAY yet again.
Loser is me.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Fall?
Had a fall yesterday evening.
While jogging, to be precise.
I wasnt paying much attention, and so i can blame no one but myself. sigh.
Was kind of an ordeal for me cos my palm hurts now. A LOT.
Honestly its pretty scary and i have difficulty in bathing worst still i have no idea when will it heal, completely.
Luckily my right palm is ok, it hurts yesterday but its ok today. I can still write, thats the main point.
And my right leg, ahh its just some minor cuts too so im pretty cool about it.
To tell the truth its really been a long time since i last fell, so its kinda shocking to know how much pain it caused but hey, i can handle pain i realise! I never even make noise while cleaning my wound!
Since when did i grow up so fast? Haha.
Im in need of some peaceful time alone.
I guess its been a while since i emo alone yea?
Not to forget, after one week of sem3 and one week of nothing but entertainment, its time for me to start studying.
Quote of the day : May my palms hurt no more =)
While jogging, to be precise.
I wasnt paying much attention, and so i can blame no one but myself. sigh.
Was kind of an ordeal for me cos my palm hurts now. A LOT.
Honestly its pretty scary and i have difficulty in bathing worst still i have no idea when will it heal, completely.
Luckily my right palm is ok, it hurts yesterday but its ok today. I can still write, thats the main point.
And my right leg, ahh its just some minor cuts too so im pretty cool about it.
To tell the truth its really been a long time since i last fell, so its kinda shocking to know how much pain it caused but hey, i can handle pain i realise! I never even make noise while cleaning my wound!
Since when did i grow up so fast? Haha.
Im in need of some peaceful time alone.
I guess its been a while since i emo alone yea?
Not to forget, after one week of sem3 and one week of nothing but entertainment, its time for me to start studying.
Quote of the day : May my palms hurt no more =)
Friday, January 9, 2009
Mix feeling
Mixed feeling and all i want is a fine drink right now argh.
Why the hell do i have so little friends.
So pathetic...
"This love is difficult, but its real??"
I decided to be even more mysterious.
Lol. evil.
Why the hell do i have so little friends.
So pathetic...
"This love is difficult, but its real??"
I decided to be even more mysterious.
Lol. evil.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Brave = Victory?
To hell with that.
If victory really does matter, then who's the winner?
LOL should there be a winner anyway?
One week gone...
Nothing been done, oh yea does meeting friends count?
Met them already this morning, they're still the same, the only difference is we're spread out all over now, malaysia, singapore, australia, india, uk, anywhere but together.
How sad.
Those days were fun, miss them lots.
I so need to go to bank and get that stupid thing done, but bank nowadays sucks like mad.
How can they ever think of closing at 3.30 pm??!! WTH??
It is nothing but stupid.
Such lazy bums.
And coolest of all, its even close throughout the weekend.
Seriously have no slightest idea whats on their mind.
And all i want is just to get my stuff done and thats it.
To be pretentious, how far can you go?
HAha think about it smartass.
If victory really does matter, then who's the winner?
LOL should there be a winner anyway?
One week gone...
Nothing been done, oh yea does meeting friends count?
Met them already this morning, they're still the same, the only difference is we're spread out all over now, malaysia, singapore, australia, india, uk, anywhere but together.
How sad.
Those days were fun, miss them lots.
I so need to go to bank and get that stupid thing done, but bank nowadays sucks like mad.
How can they ever think of closing at 3.30 pm??!! WTH??
It is nothing but stupid.
Such lazy bums.
And coolest of all, its even close throughout the weekend.
Seriously have no slightest idea whats on their mind.
And all i want is just to get my stuff done and thats it.
To be pretentious, how far can you go?
HAha think about it smartass.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Im weird
Something unusual happened today.
I feel unusually happy/glad/whatever that is suppose to be a disaster to me.
A total disaster, in fact.
Knowing myself, knowing the fact that im the kind of girl who likes throwing tantrum here and there, this, should by right trigger the evil side in me.
But how come nothing?
Not even a single complain about it.
Not even a single word spoken.
Just taking it as it is, oh come on, there's nothing i can do to alter the fact right?
To be honest, to rant about it, complain about it even cry about it, to me, is just a waste of my time and energy.
Not worth it, perhaps the only three words i can say at the moment.
I like the way the news is presented to me, clearcut with neither extra nor less information i need. just perfect, as in perfect perfect, if u know what i mean.
And i loveeee the way i reacted, the exact calmness and tranquility in me...
I adore myself for that.
I really do :)
I feel unusually happy/glad/whatever that is suppose to be a disaster to me.
A total disaster, in fact.
Knowing myself, knowing the fact that im the kind of girl who likes throwing tantrum here and there, this, should by right trigger the evil side in me.
But how come nothing?
Not even a single complain about it.
Not even a single word spoken.
Just taking it as it is, oh come on, there's nothing i can do to alter the fact right?
To be honest, to rant about it, complain about it even cry about it, to me, is just a waste of my time and energy.
Not worth it, perhaps the only three words i can say at the moment.
I like the way the news is presented to me, clearcut with neither extra nor less information i need. just perfect, as in perfect perfect, if u know what i mean.
And i loveeee the way i reacted, the exact calmness and tranquility in me...
I adore myself for that.
I really do :)
Pure confession
How i wish classes are like from 9-5 everyday, instead of two hours in the afternoon, like today.
Din know what to do the whole morning, which is pretty sad. Just somehow wish my life is busier.
Just one lesson of the day : Expect the worst out of everthing, and save yourself the trouble of getting myocardial infarction. I learnt this somewhere, but din know i indirectly applied it into my daily life already :) Now that my heart is strong enough, im happy.
Hahhh, what a relief.
Emmy is a grown-up now.
Din know what to do the whole morning, which is pretty sad. Just somehow wish my life is busier.
Just one lesson of the day : Expect the worst out of everthing, and save yourself the trouble of getting myocardial infarction. I learnt this somewhere, but din know i indirectly applied it into my daily life already :) Now that my heart is strong enough, im happy.
Hahhh, what a relief.
Emmy is a grown-up now.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Happy Sem3
Back in Vista!
Tomorrow is the beginning of sem3/2nd year =)
Have lots n lots of plans, hope i can accomplish them one by one.
Determination is all that counts!!
加油加油!!!
Tomorrow is the beginning of sem3/2nd year =)
Have lots n lots of plans, hope i can accomplish them one by one.
Determination is all that counts!!
加油加油!!!
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Towards the end of holiday
Cant believe 2 days from now and i'll be back in uni,
those 9-5 lifestyle... sigh...
Good thing is, i think its time to start studying again. Hopefully my brain is still functioning well :)
Bad thing is, i guess second year might be tougher, with more responsibilities and packed with new new new stuff. Its not that bad though, if i can handle them well.
And so i'll be back in uni for like 2 weeks, before i back home again for cny.
Ahh CNY, how fast, years after years after years...
Before i forget (or pretend to forget), im here to announce... first week of sem3 is my "h&n anatomy week". Doubt i can even remember the 12 cranial nerve now. oops.
Stop oops here n there, its time to study hard!!! its 2009!!! Weeeee~
those 9-5 lifestyle... sigh...
Good thing is, i think its time to start studying again. Hopefully my brain is still functioning well :)
Bad thing is, i guess second year might be tougher, with more responsibilities and packed with new new new stuff. Its not that bad though, if i can handle them well.
And so i'll be back in uni for like 2 weeks, before i back home again for cny.
Ahh CNY, how fast, years after years after years...
Before i forget (or pretend to forget), im here to announce... first week of sem3 is my "h&n anatomy week". Doubt i can even remember the 12 cranial nerve now. oops.
Stop oops here n there, its time to study hard!!! its 2009!!! Weeeee~
Friday, January 2, 2009
The Truth
The truth is,
Denial will eventually leads to greater disappointment.
So dont deny. accept. dont even try looking back.
Have you ever feel like, you think if you give in, if you decided you should put in more effort, then chances are, your effort will be paid off?
I felt that way too. For quite a while.
Until yesterday.
Yesterday, yes is a past tense and i shouldn still dwell about it, but i cant seem to help myself.
I realized im in danger. great great danger.
But nowadays safety zones are nowhere to be seen u know.
UR fast forgotten but why cant you forget faster?
UR nothing but past tense but why do you insist in becoming present & future tenses?
UR hopeless Emmy, UR hopeless...
Denial will eventually leads to greater disappointment.
So dont deny. accept. dont even try looking back.
Have you ever feel like, you think if you give in, if you decided you should put in more effort, then chances are, your effort will be paid off?
I felt that way too. For quite a while.
Until yesterday.
Yesterday, yes is a past tense and i shouldn still dwell about it, but i cant seem to help myself.
I realized im in danger. great great danger.
But nowadays safety zones are nowhere to be seen u know.
UR fast forgotten but why cant you forget faster?
UR nothing but past tense but why do you insist in becoming present & future tenses?
UR hopeless Emmy, UR hopeless...
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Unchangable stubborn-ness
Received a comment saying that im a stubborn girl.
Ooops.
Am i?
Maybe. No. Its true.
Emmy is stubborn. Always been.
Am trying to change... so that i can fit in...But time...
Time is all i need.
Time wouldn wait for u, but will u?
Ooops.
Am i?
Maybe. No. Its true.
Emmy is stubborn. Always been.
Am trying to change... so that i can fit in...But time...
Time is all i need.
Time wouldn wait for u, but will u?
Welcome 2009!
Today is the first day of 2009.
Dont have anything in particular to talk about.
Just sincerely hope that this year will be a great year for me!
Wish all my family(including me) and friends are healthy and happy, wish i can survive in imu and do well in exams, wish i can accomplish all the resolutions i listed out the other day.
That is all.
懂得知足就会快乐 :)
Dont have anything in particular to talk about.
Just sincerely hope that this year will be a great year for me!
Wish all my family(including me) and friends are healthy and happy, wish i can survive in imu and do well in exams, wish i can accomplish all the resolutions i listed out the other day.
That is all.
懂得知足就会快乐 :)
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