Honesty is all i want

When everything finally become clear and mystery being unfold,
There's always a great sense of relief, because finally, im not the weird one anymore :)
I always have a thing for honesty.
Thats part of me, part of my principle of life, part of what i've been trying to practise for all these years.
But in real life situation, people dont usually do so.
I wonder why.
Is it really that hard to even say something that is true? rather than creating some wonderful fairy tales or whatever that makes you feel better?

I asked "Do you think you are an honest person?", "Do you think you are a loyal person?"
This is a test i have for you.
And you failed.
Oooops yeah you failed.
Oh well, it doesnt matter much now that everything is clear enough.
For you to see what exactly that went wrong, and for me to understand exactly who you are.

To whoever it is,
People do get lonely once in a while and companion is needed yes i know.
But to betray someone u claimed to like, oh well, this is plain weird and unwise.
Cant blame you, because you never like "me" anyway.
And so, i've gradually come to a conclusion that all you ever need is a companion, whoever that comes along the way and you feel like alright with it, you'll just want them.
Perhaps this is just your way of living, unfortunately not mine.
After all these, i found myself lucky.
To get an answer within a short period and to put an end to it.
This is my greatest new year gift from you.
Thank you.

Please remember, i do not hate you but thankful to u, i learnt my lesson well.
But to you, bear in mind, whatever you're doing at the moment, are you happy?
Will you ever be happy if you continue living that way?
Think.
All the best to you.

Hatred is not there, just a tiny bits of sorry.

Everyone,
Live your life, as im living mine :)