Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The precious jab

After 9 days of desperate search for the ever so precious gardasil,
finally,
i got my 2nd dose today!!
Thank god the doc saved me!
Thank you Dr tay!!!

Btw i realised i say way too many thank you in a day :)
Just being grateful and not taking things for granted, i suppose.

Have a nice day, world.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I wish i can have just an inch more of internal locus of control.
So everything else other than my notes and books become invisible for now.
So i can safely pass all the tests and exams.
So i wont let myself down, not this time.
Or any other time.

I need more strength and motivation,
wonder where can i dig them from?

...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

COH and LA

With all the epidemio and precede-proceed and ottawa charter and not to forget the MNA and blabla,
Finalllyyyy...
COH is done for good!!
Yay but nooo.
I seriously do not know how well i did.
OBA alone is enough to kill my mood.
Sigh.
Checking and spending too much time in one question is not good you know.
The only thing is this statement is not scientifically proven using evidence-based method or whatsoever.
But to me, it is so true i wanted to chop off my hand for erasing the correct answer and replaced it with the nonsensically wrong answer.
After 15 years of studies, im amazed i still repeat the same old mistake, like i never learn before.

I probably should stop complaining.
I'll know when the result's out.
I did my very best already, i believe so.
So what more can i do?

Forget the past and focus! Focus man!
DP is coming and sem2 3 4 stuff should all be digged out now and stuff them all into my brain.

Btw do you know, i had my first LA in my life?
I can hardly describe how i felt, but its not painful thank god!
And i think the next time anyone wants to inject on me, its recommended for you to use one whole cartridge instead of half.
As i dont feel as numb as i should be :P

COH and LA

With all the epidemio and precede-proceed and ottawa charter and not to forget the MNA and blabla,
Finalllyyyy...
COH is done for good!!
Yay but nooo.
I seriously do not know how well i did.
OBA alone is enough to kill my mood.
Sigh.
Checking and spending too much time in one question is not good you know.
The only thing is this statement is not scientifically proven using evidence-based method or whatsoever.
But to me, it is so true i wanted to chop off my hand for erasing the correct answer and replaced it with the nonsensically wrong answer.
After 15 years of studies, im amazed i still repeat the same old mistake, like i never learn before.

I probably should stop complaining.
I'll know when the result's out.
I did my very best already, i believe so.
So what more can i do?

Forget the past and focus! Focus man!
DP is coming and sem2 3 4 stuff should all be digged out now and stuff them all into my brain.

Btw do you know, i had my first LA in my life?
I can hardly describe how i felt, but its not painful thank god!
And i think the next time anyone wants to inject on me, its recommended for you to use one whole cartridge instead of half.
As i dont feel as numb as i should be :P

Friday, October 9, 2009

Emo

Weeks after weeks after weeks and i can feel something's getting closer and closer.
The strangest of all is the fact that, i havent even start preparing for that little something.
Darn its not just a lil something.
It is the mighty ICA :(((
I really dont know why i totally haven start preparing,not even like 5% and it all seems too scary now :(((
Really wanna cry at this point.
I wonder if im still curable.

Lets just see.
I have my competency resit coming up soon(I know it sounds horrible and i hate to say it out to contaminate my page but it is just another thing i should be ashamed of).
I'll have this respi seminar coming up very soon as well.
I told prof khoo.
I swore i told prof khoo if she wants us to prepare for all the questions she'll have to give us the trigger earlier, and i swore she understand and said she know.
And now the trigger is missing somewhere, left me(us) with nothing for the weekend and then im pretty sure we'll all be expected to study all and present well next wednesday.
This alone acts like a depressant to me.
Wonder if antidepressants work on me now?
There's COH as well.
Looks easy but its not trust me.
Easy to read but not easy to remember.
Easy questions but definitely not easy answer.
Best part is, we never had any before this so this will be another bomb to me.

I have so many bombs on my back now i wonder when will all of them explode.

I hope not.

Honestly.