Emo

Weeks after weeks after weeks and i can feel something's getting closer and closer.
The strangest of all is the fact that, i havent even start preparing for that little something.
Darn its not just a lil something.
It is the mighty ICA :(((
I really dont know why i totally haven start preparing,not even like 5% and it all seems too scary now :(((
Really wanna cry at this point.
I wonder if im still curable.

Lets just see.
I have my competency resit coming up soon(I know it sounds horrible and i hate to say it out to contaminate my page but it is just another thing i should be ashamed of).
I'll have this respi seminar coming up very soon as well.
I told prof khoo.
I swore i told prof khoo if she wants us to prepare for all the questions she'll have to give us the trigger earlier, and i swore she understand and said she know.
And now the trigger is missing somewhere, left me(us) with nothing for the weekend and then im pretty sure we'll all be expected to study all and present well next wednesday.
This alone acts like a depressant to me.
Wonder if antidepressants work on me now?
There's COH as well.
Looks easy but its not trust me.
Easy to read but not easy to remember.
Easy questions but definitely not easy answer.
Best part is, we never had any before this so this will be another bomb to me.

I have so many bombs on my back now i wonder when will all of them explode.

I hope not.

Honestly.