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Complete update will be posted on later or tomorrow, kinda lazy to type it out now and here's something to share...

Orientation blues LOL

Argh so many days without blogging!!!
I guess orientation really makes me busy, although im not considered 100% comitted already :(
Track trip today, treaure hunt friday and saturday...
OOOOMMMGGG hows my studies man?

My new phone!!!

ALOHA!
Yea i got a new phone.
And im officially*100 broke.To the max.
How to survive???
But look at it! Its such a lovely phone in lovely colour.
And its original phone. Not some kind of AP set or whatever.
I love it!!
Seriously that baby phone is now added to my precious list, not on the top of the list though. Top of the list is reserved for someone and baby phone shall come after. Hehe.
Baby phone, i shall take good care of you from now on and you shall love me too!
You're mine!
Mine and only mine!!

Morning and its Sunday

LALALA just had Mcd breakfast, oh how i missed hashbrown and now that i ate it just now, i feel extraordinarily satisfied! Hmm how you make my day!
I gotta go purchase a new phone later, if only i can get the phone right away, hopefully can...cos no one will be able too contact me now that my phone is nowhere in sight. I cannot, definitely cannot wait till 2 weeks later to buy a new phone back in hometown because 2 weeks without phone will be the greatest torment to me.
Anyway my parent doesnt care cos i will have to use my own cash to buy it too. Sigh. I wonder what is wrong with buying me phone.

Its HORRIBLE!

I wanted to get drunk and wanted to know how it feels like to be drunk.
I mean before this.
And i achieved it yesterday, finally, sadly.
Sad to say, it was the most horrible night in my entire life.
For the past 20 years i've never ever felt so horrible before. NEVER!
Thinking back what have i done yesterday night, im in dire need to lock myself in the room and hide myself in there for as long as i can.
Such an embarrassing moment, to actually got drunk in such situation.
I cant even walk straight, i dont think i have the strength to even walk.
Laugh me if you want, its just too laughable to the extend of me laughing at myself, as in LOL kinda laugh. Duhhh!

First off i went Poppy,then i drank.
Then i got drunk? WTH? Why lidat??
So not me but oh well, now i know how it feels like, its the worst thing ever so now people,
I SHALL ABSTAIN FROM DRINKING FROM NOW ON.
For real.
EEyer drunk makes me puke.and he had to clean up all the freaking mess i've done.He had to take care of me for the entire night and hardly get any sleep.He had to wash all the dirty clothes and dry them up.He had to make sure i feel ok.
I think i must've irritated him a lot yesterday.
Yet he loves me still :)

Goodbye alcohol you sucker.
Giving people health problem liver problem extra calorie and make people puke.
What so good about you huh?
And you are pricy too.
And sometimes you dont taste very good also.
You ah, haiz, all cons but no pros.
Okok crap too much.
Final decision is i dont like you anymore, cos you made me drunk, although just once, its enough to make me realise you are no good no good.
BLEKBLEK dun friend you anymore.

The longest day ever

The only consolation i had for today is the quarter pounder i had from Mcd.
And the 100% fat-filled fries.
And the so-called diet coke, whether i like it or not, is still carbonated drinks.
It was a happy meal indeed.

But i had to run after that, which is not as fun anymore :(
What im trying to say is, im seriously becoming a health freak and im pretty scared of myself now.
I gotta go bath and make a tentative plan for the weekend, oh so very glad my PBL is over today, it was great! I did well i suppose, only for today. Guess the 5 hours in total i spent on PBL research is quite worth it ya? hehe.

Im suppose to go to the dance lesson tomorrow, the one we're gonna teach the junior( as part of our job as an OO). Its really really funny cos they only made 2 seniors from each group to attend the lessons but we're all going together!! Guess the enthusiasm is overwhelming in us eh? For now, that is. I told them already, anything to do with outdoors and sports kinda activity count me in, but those involving creativity and drama kind pls for goodness sake do not ever involved me in it. Simply cos i hate them. and i have no talent and whatsoever in any of them. Believe me. Speaking of creativity, the only creativity i ever had was maybe 15+++ years ago while i was still an ignorant lil baby kindergarten girl. The moment i left kindergarten, thats when the creativeness in me vaporised.

Thats about it, and i already have the plan for coming weekend in mind.
YES another happy weekend!
IM gonna die of happiness soon. WeEeEeEeEeEee =)

A day wit my high speed handpiece.

Yes yes!!
This is our practical for today.
It was of great fun. great great fun and im loving it, not that i dont like the others. Just that i particularly love this one so much so that i hope i can redo everything again.
I doubted they'll allow me to though, they're always claming that we students are wasting the material like nobody's business, the truth is, WE'RE learning hey come on. There're always failure in times of learning right?
Glad the end result is still acceptable, but then i dont think i score good marks thats worth praising :(
Improvement, is all that i need.
If only i can have my own table at home so i can carry out all the stuff at home wow how cool is that.

IM, at the moment, in the e-lab wasting my time away.
my class will only ends at 6pm i do hope i'll still have the energy to do exercise after that.
Trying to be happy and optimistic and look forward to the weekend because that is the only time i can be on relaxing-mode. seriously.
Time to go.

Ho-hum sort of day

Yes, yet another ho-hum sort of day.
Today's lectures, wow, 2 hours seems like 10 hours to me.
I was struggling to pay full attention to whatever the lecturer is trying to say.
I did pay attention and i did listen, only thing is i wonder why did the time stood still for so long.

And im insanely tired at the moment.
Supposedly i should be doing my PBL now as PBL2 will be on thurs instead of friday. But im tired. my eye hurts. I really really feel like sleeping right now but at the same time im feeling really bloated. Due to fried rice i reckon. I know i shouldn consume such food but what to do been days since i had rice and now i think rice is yummy. My goodness what have i done to myself.

I hope i can survives through these few weeks.
Orientation starts next week and im an OO. argh.
IM AN OO. PERMANENT OO THAT IS.
argh*1000!!!
But its ok im not gonna make it for all the events.
I actually planned already.
i shall not miss treasure hunt.
and i shall definitely not come for dress code, its stupid believe me.
I so freakin wish i can make it for variety and finale night but then chances are, i cant too cos i so need to go home that weekend.
SO FREAKINGGG NEEED TO GO BAC TO MY HOME SWEET HOME!
And since i gonna miss out few events already, for the rest of the events i shall try to contribute by going.
IM an OO, but havent start being an OO, and i have a strong feeling i will be the suckiest ever OO.
Omg good luck to my future juniors, ur OO sucks! LALALA.

Tomorrow i have class from 9 to 6.
The day after tomorrow will be from 8.30 to 6.
The day and day after tomorrow will be from 8 to 4.
I will survive.
Nop.
I HAVE TO SURVIVE.

Give me 100 reasons why must i love IMU.
If you can give me 100 valid reasons then i promise i will love IMU like i love my family.

我累了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢？
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

Post-Post Vday

On the day of post-post Vday, i miss you!
Not that i dont miss you everyday, just woke up this morning feeling exceptionally lonely without you :(
Where are you dear?
Wanting a massage badly now so u should appear soon eh?

OKOK enough of lovey dovey stuff.
Back to this FINE lovely day as today is the beginning of respi, so i heard its one of the killers and hell yeah, staring at my timetable and instantly feel like puking at the sight of oh-so-packed schedule i'll have for the next couple of weeks. My classes now NORMALLY ends at 6pm, which is silently killing me away. I bet its as bad as having a severe hypertension, you never know when will it suddenly attack you and then you're doom.

I still thought of going home. Whats in that house that makes me miss it so much?
My room? But i have my own room here.
My mattress? But i have a comfy matt here too.
My maid? No she always, i repeat ALWAYS, curi my favourite food in the refrigerator.
My grandparent? YESYES then i can be a pampared princess!
My parent? This is out of question as you know the answer.
OK fine, i shall go back somewhere around these few weeks i dont care.

他们说，为自己找借口的人，永远都不会进步。
我想我的借口实在是太多了，是时候放开它在漫漫的往前走。
加油咯！

To you

Oh, thinking about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when your feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh
We're in heaven

Heart of life

Go ahead and enjoy =)

Happy Valentine's 2009!!

Happy Valentines!!!
I had a great meal at Chili's and a great drink at Starbucks.
Had a nice chat.
Had a nice walk. No not nice walk. MV is way too crowded for my liking :(
Pretty happy.
So 2009 Vday is good.

My post-V verdict is to have more more more interesting and surprising and more memorable Vday in years to come.
Hope my wish comes true..!!

Boyfriends throughout the world!!
Treat your girlfriend as nice as possible!
You never know how happy they'll be by just that little thoughtfulness of yours ===)

Pre-Valentine's

Elo people!
Today is Vday eve. Cool. But not cool.
I wish im at home! Sob...I wanna see guys buying flower for their beloved on Vday!
I wanna see those lovely flowers all over mummy's shop.
I wanna steal mummy's ferrero rocher!
Haha how nice, but i missed it this year.
I did help her last year didnt i?
Yeah i did. and i like it! :)

Its the time of the year where chocolates and cards and teddy bears become best seller throughout the world and i wonder why.
Chocolates are fattening and diabetes-causing.
Cards are much more meaningful if handmade.
And teddy bears are absolutely useless and will only caused discomfort to my nose.
Oh most evilllll of all, everything is overprice. over over over price.
But because this is the tradition so, oh well, what to do.

I think somehow i grew to love mamak, for the time being.
Its pretty weird i know but i cant help it can i?
Sometimes there really are good stuff there u know.
U just have to know how to make an order hehe.
I miss SVARGAS!!

The trouble you caused

Special tray is officially a trouble.
To think i spent the entire morning and half of the afternoon in the lab doing something that is now purposeless.
Just because the dean said those material are not of good quality so not usable, and the dental technician said it might be some kind of expired material.
Oh great.
Make fun of us. of me. of all my hardwork. BRaahhshhshshshs!!!
Whats the end result?
Taking out the whole thing and throwing them directly into the waste bin.
And my heart breaks.
And im so freaking tired now.
And i have yet another lecture in just about half an hour time.

Tired, Fatigue, anything associated with it.

People, there'll be summative for me next month.
The perfect Valentine's gift from IMU seriously.
They never provide us with proper academic calender and timetable for the whole semester, and then suddenly pop out and say "Ohya btw your summative will be in March somewhere around the medical summative, which is like 1 month from now", so go study.
Perfect.
Such wonderful gift i'll appreciate it man. sigh.

AND, im practically exhausted ALL the time this semester cos so far thats how i feel almost everday, especially wed thurs and fri.
Why??
Cos of dental practical session @ Dental lab i guess.
Each session is about 3 hours and i have work to do for 3 hours non-stop and i realised i dont even have the time to drink my water.
At the end of the 3 hours, i just wish i can go home right away but dream on!
Lectures are all in the afternoon remember? And what bout PBL and moral studies?
Which is until evening.

AND, evening is now my exercise time.
Prof Dr Fatimah actually recommended 1hour exercise daily and so i did exactly what she told us to, but not daily because i dont want to be a man.
No way.

AND, that leaves me another miserable 3-4 hours at night for studies but what am i doing?
Blogging rupa-rupanya.
FB tak habis2 juga.
Shit me.
Do you seriously wanna fail your summative Emmy?

Blaaaahhh!

Been food binging the whole of today.
Enough is enough.
So freaking off-track!
Coma back emmy, come backkkkkk!!!!!!

Updates for the weekend - Movie mania

Oh yes, i've been missing in action for the past couple of days, since last friday until today.
So what did i do these few days?
Sleep, eat, out, movie, studies, drink. aha in summary.

I went to watch Ong Bak 2 last friday @ Sunway Pyramid. Its quite interesting, knowing that it didnt make me feel like sleeping or anything. Not bad, not bad. I got myself some Clinique products, yeah im broke for good now. And i bought an awesomely nice white bag :) Dont get me wrong its not meant for me hehe. Now you know why am i broke?

Saturday : Correct la i went sunway for yet another movie, Red Cliff. To be honest i love it. and suddenly i kinda wanna know more about those chinese history. LOL. And i had old town toast. Yet another favourite. And later that night after 10.30pm, went out to supposedly Skybar but ended up at Decanther @ Desa Hartamas. No idea whats so special about Skybar cos its full and seriously crowded. Decanther is no better, we're lucky to even got seats. But drinks are reasonable and i guess i drank slightly more than 1L of beer. Nop frankly i dont know the exact volume also, just anyhow estimate so... yeah thats for saturday. I slept at 3++ am for your information. Ohya. The whole of saturday, apart from movie meal and late night drinks, the rest of the time i spent wit my beloved LILLY. I guess med student will know what i mean :)

Sunday : Had Subway for breakfast!! Yummy and healthy!! YAY! Then studied for a while, i never time myself anyway. Oh sunday was kinda plain. Listened to songs and sang out loud alone, just some random activity to kill time perhaps. And went jogging, oh yeah, din get to exercise a lot nowadays... sigh. And watched soccer later at night. I predicted correctly man! WEEee!

Monday(Today) : A public holiday. Had traditional chinese meal for breakfast+lunch, 2in1 i would say. Off to MV/Gardens later in the afternoon for movie. You hear me right, its the 3rd movie i know and thats where movie mania came about! Watched bride wars @ The Gardens just cos the queue in MV is insane. And to escape the queue i ended up paying 20bucks for a movie because mind you, its GSC Signature. The seats are nice i admit, but its more like a couple seat actually. Pretty cold as well. So i would say, its a bit pricy, for me at the very least. I smuggled Starbucks cookie in hehe if only i could smuggle coffee in as well.

And now, back in Vista.
The need to return to normal plain peaceful and more-to-study mode is back.
The need to stop eating without thinking, the need to exercise more, actually make me sick.
Then again it will do more good than harm to me so lets just face it.
Im done and tired of blogging at the moment so,
till then!

Lovely Day

The official happy day is none other than, no not today, but its 90 minutes from now, which is to say, TOMORROW!!
It will be a lovely day because of many many reasons.
Life is nothing but enjoyment, indulgence and to put a smiley face every single day :)

More like crap

Tomorrow will be a good day although class starts at 8am.
Cos it finishes at 2.30 pm instead of the usual 3.45pm, and cos i dont have to attend any of the med science lectures tomorrow.
Cos then i finally have time to study properly.

Btw, i'll be M.I.A from friday right after PBL all the way till Monday perhaps.
So yeah.
Thats all for today.

The greatest confession

A confession need to be made.

At this very point of my life, Im over with many things.

First, Im over with someone which to me, is 100% not worth it.

Second, Im over with the lazy me, time for me to catch up with all the mess i did to my studies.

Third, Im over (I dont have a choice) with being a full-time shopaholic and i promised myself to be less spendthrift from now on. (Except for special occassion where i need to buy special gift for anyone special)

To be able to make such confession,

I must've been brave!

Unfortunately, im not over something that is very very precious to me.

From time to time i remind myself that im over it over it over it,

but time and again the reality shouts out loud saying that "YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE NOT!"

At the end of the day, I seriously think i should just face it.

I no longer want to fight the reality, no longer have the desire to change the fact that, true enough, im not over it.

Not over so what now? Let's just dont make it over?

Its been long since i last fall in love.

But im not really a fan of passionate love, as in falling head over heel in love with a guy, love like mad, love burning like flame, and then turn black all of a sudden.

Meaningless, i would say.

And when i fall in love, i would like to first feel safe, secure and taken care of.

Passion wont last long and all i hope for is a steady, peaceful, natural love.

I want to wake up every morning and be greeted by the sweetest kiss on earth, i want that kiss on my forehead every night before i sleep, i want that breakfast he prepared eventhough it doesnt look appealing, i want that guy who doesnt mind washing all dishes and plates and everything, i want that guy who holds my hand tight whenever i cross the road, i want that guy who remembers me wherever he go, i want that guy who wants to be with me forever and ever and ever and still will not get tired of me.

Hey! You hear me??

Confession made.

And its time to sleep.

All about cleanliness

Congrats me for driving past like 3 police cars but none of them actually stop me in the middle of the highway lol.
Correct! I drove all the way from Kulai back to KL and im surprised i can actually reach Senawang in 2 hours, and i reached KL in not more than 3 hours. Weee what an achievement!
Then again, i dont think i drove that fast anyway, just 120-130 km/h, i should say its pretty normal, although in Malaysia the speed limit is only 110 km/h.
The sight of police scares me a lil but there's a police car without police in the middle of the highway, i wonder whats their purpose of doing so. Yea to scare people like me perhaps.
But oh well...

Reach my pseudo-home @ Vista at around 4++ pm, and i did wholeeeee lots of task right after.
From doing my laundry and ironing those clothes to sweeping mopping the floor to changing my bedsheets and so on so on so on...
I feel so very proud of myself for not being a lazy bum this time in fact i did quite a lot of task in 3 hours didnt i??
Now that its 7.15 pm, what else can i do?
I missed jogging cos it rained heavily just now.
There's only one thing i can do now - To swim!
Should i or should i not?
For the sake of being healthy, i should.
For the sake of safety (Its kinda dark now, fyi), i shouldnt.
OK fine, i'll go, for the sake of "hot-ter" body LOL!
Ciaoz for now.

What's with being relax??

I seriously need to be back at Vista ASAP but somehow my uncle is in a freaking relaxing mode, arghhhh why he lidat??
I need to complete my assignment man.
I need my reference book but they're not with me now.
I want to shout out louddddddddd!!
By the time i reach vista it'll be evening already.
And i need to do exercise, i need to change bedsheets, clean my room, sort out my clothes and stuff.
So when will i have time to do my assignment?
Do i have to stay awake till middle of the night??
NOOOOO baby needs sleep in fact baby sleeps a lottttt!!
Poor poor baby...sigh...

Good night and i love you so :P

Bloated

Halo people!
Its sunday again!
Last sunday was cny eve and after one week of food and games, its time to back to reality; back to KL, back to IMU, back to Vista.
I think its just funny to have 3 bags home, and when im about to leave for kl again, there's 3 more bags of clothes and shoes and food.
I tried to compress everything but i find it difficult to do so so i just gave up in the end.

Im trying to share whatever interesting story i have but right now i cant seem to think of any. I guess maybe this CNY aint that interesting after all.
Everything is pretty much like a routine.
Annual event i should say.
And no wonder i've got nothing more to share.
Btw im going to have some sort of a diary soon.
That includes everything.
And only 1 person can read it :)
Guess who??!