Good to know i completed something meaningful today!
Let's see...i finished intro to pharmaco, drug & receptor interation 1&2, autonomic pharmacology 1,2 & 3.So im happy.Yes very happy indeed!!
Sorry i have to begin my blog of the day with such a thing,i come to realise that for the past few weeks,other than imu-related stuff, i seriously do not have any other interesting juicy topics to talk about.Wish my life is somehow more vibrant than what i am having now...sigh...
Another shocking news to announce...i'll be getting my OSPE result this coming wednesday...frankly,i've got nothing to say.Just with all my heart...i hope i'll be able to pass the exam and really, i'll be really happy to get a B. Bless me...pray for me.......
Monday, October 6, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
10 days to summative!
Alright, so this aint funny anymore.
Summative is in 10days and what have i done?
immuno(cant remember), parasito(not too good), microbio(cant remember), patho(almost but dont think i remember), pharmaco(never started), comm med(blekkkk)...
Is this good or bad?its pretty bad huh?i know...
But how?summative is in 10days time its so freaking near i feel like crying and peeing in my pant right here,right now!!!
I guess,maybe its just my brain aint functioning well enough,suddenly i just feel like i wasted the whole week of holiday basically doing nothing.How funny to recall that i planned so well before the holiday so that i wouldnt waste any single second of the hol and yet i did just that and now,zoooooooom,hol's gone!
what else can i say? ritonavir indinavir nelfinavir saquinavir...protease inhibitor...just a proof i did study today...need more? perhaps nystatin?its a topical antifungal used against candidiasis, crytococcosis,blastomycosis etc. And while i still remember, let me just fill you in with the 6 steps in atherosclerosis lol : fatty dots > fatty streaks>intermediate lesion>atheromas>fibroatheromas>complicated lesion. cool but well,maybe thats the only thing i remember for today :( :( :(
Summative is in 10days and what have i done?
immuno(cant remember), parasito(not too good), microbio(cant remember), patho(almost but dont think i remember), pharmaco(never started), comm med(blekkkk)...
Is this good or bad?its pretty bad huh?i know...
But how?summative is in 10days time its so freaking near i feel like crying and peeing in my pant right here,right now!!!
I guess,maybe its just my brain aint functioning well enough,suddenly i just feel like i wasted the whole week of holiday basically doing nothing.How funny to recall that i planned so well before the holiday so that i wouldnt waste any single second of the hol and yet i did just that and now,zoooooooom,hol's gone!
what else can i say? ritonavir indinavir nelfinavir saquinavir...protease inhibitor...just a proof i did study today...need more? perhaps nystatin?its a topical antifungal used against candidiasis, crytococcosis,blastomycosis etc. And while i still remember, let me just fill you in with the 6 steps in atherosclerosis lol : fatty dots > fatty streaks>intermediate lesion>atheromas>fibroatheromas>complicated lesion. cool but well,maybe thats the only thing i remember for today :( :( :(
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Tired-ness
sometimes...i just need to know some ways to combat fatigue and lethargic-ness...
i know the best way is to sleep.but, sleep???how the hell can i sleep while ppl are all widely awake drowning themselves in microbio or patho or immuno or parasito or pharmaco,or basically just whatever.
Sometimes...i wish i can just be like that particular someone...
i know the best way is to sleep.but, sleep???how the hell can i sleep while ppl are all widely awake drowning themselves in microbio or patho or immuno or parasito or pharmaco,or basically just whatever.
Sometimes...i wish i can just be like that particular someone...
Sleep...Essential??
Oh god its 12.41am and im still awake.
what on earth is going on with me??
i so need to sleep now...my eyebag and dark circle is getting worse day after day after day...
please save me!
what on earth is going on with me??
i so need to sleep now...my eyebag and dark circle is getting worse day after day after day...
please save me!
Friday, October 3, 2008
Idle-mode
Oh lala...
Congrats me,its 11.03am,supposingly i should be studying for like 3 hours already but no,not at all,i havent even start studying...so freaking scary and this is really getting worse now.
so i shall go take a quick shower and drown myself in tonnes of notes...give me the strength to do it!!
Mantra of the day : I can do it i can do it i can do it!!!
Congrats me,its 11.03am,supposingly i should be studying for like 3 hours already but no,not at all,i havent even start studying...so freaking scary and this is really getting worse now.
so i shall go take a quick shower and drown myself in tonnes of notes...give me the strength to do it!!
Mantra of the day : I can do it i can do it i can do it!!!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
The life of dentist-wannabe
For all dentist-wannabe...
This is how your life's gonna be...waking up at 8am in the morning studying until lunch time,have a quick lunch and continue studying till the evening,have a quick dinner,study till 12am at night and go to sleep.
It sounds scary,but for all the hours and hours of studies,how much can u remember?seriously how much can I, EMMY CHAN, remember?For this, i am not sure... its a pretty scary thought to know that the effort you put into your studies hoping to have some benefits out of it, at the end of the day the tendency for me to forget what i've studied is whole lot higher than the fact that i can remember every detail of the notes.
Im getting depressed.stressed.panic.unloved.bored.tired.HELP ME.
People,if you were to read this,please tell me what should i do?summative is in 2 weeks time.EOS in 4 weeks time.and i have hundreds of lecture notes to cover.Hear me?hundreds of lecture notes.not book.so if were to include books as well, it'll be like...thousands pages??
and out of that thousand pages,how much can i remember?1%?10%?50%?
Frankly everything else seems meaningless.Just let me know one thing.Just let me know this one particular thing and i'll be happy as can be...
Tell me : Emmy, you'll pass summative, you'll pass EOS, u'll sail through all the exams and complete your studies...
Tell me that now people...reassure me...
This is how your life's gonna be...waking up at 8am in the morning studying until lunch time,have a quick lunch and continue studying till the evening,have a quick dinner,study till 12am at night and go to sleep.
It sounds scary,but for all the hours and hours of studies,how much can u remember?seriously how much can I, EMMY CHAN, remember?For this, i am not sure... its a pretty scary thought to know that the effort you put into your studies hoping to have some benefits out of it, at the end of the day the tendency for me to forget what i've studied is whole lot higher than the fact that i can remember every detail of the notes.
Im getting depressed.stressed.panic.unloved.bored.tired.HELP ME.
People,if you were to read this,please tell me what should i do?summative is in 2 weeks time.EOS in 4 weeks time.and i have hundreds of lecture notes to cover.Hear me?hundreds of lecture notes.not book.so if were to include books as well, it'll be like...thousands pages??
and out of that thousand pages,how much can i remember?1%?10%?50%?
Frankly everything else seems meaningless.Just let me know one thing.Just let me know this one particular thing and i'll be happy as can be...
Tell me : Emmy, you'll pass summative, you'll pass EOS, u'll sail through all the exams and complete your studies...
Tell me that now people...reassure me...
Monday, September 29, 2008
Am I still a blogger??
My goodness!!
Cant believe it has been more than a month since i updated my blog.
Bloggie forgive me for this...im darn darn darn busy with just too many stuff!
Firstly,its about my dental OSPE, on 23rd september. what can i say?
Its so stressful and the tension just come out of nowhere...im so glad its over but
i wonder what's going to happen on the day i get my result slip...pheww hope i can get
something sensible and acceptable,just please,for goodness's sake,dont ever let me get any grade lower than B...and i'll be fine.
Secondly,raya holiday.What the...seriously how can they say its a holiday when im suppose to be mugging on foundation2 24/7 like mad??OK lets face it.maybe i go online and go play like once in a while,but the rest of my time is obviously going to be filled with books and notes and worst of all...im staying at vista throughout the week while supposedly i can go home and have my nice bed and nice food.darn.how can they ever treat me this way??
Well well...maybe this is just what medicine school is suppose to be.
Face it Emmy, stop complaining!
Phew what else to say?Love life?Lol sounds interesting but my love life at the moment is like a bunch of tangled strings that can never be entangled.At least thats what i feel it is.
Imagine you have to choose only one between 2 guys, and the thing is you do not know who to choose, not cos afraid of hurting the other, but scared of being regret in the near future. sometimes you just wanna drag everything till the end. but at the end of the day, decision is still mine. whats wrong with me? im just some desparate stupid girl. i seriously wish there's something call a "deciding machine" to help me decide who to choose, so can save my time and trouble. i dont even know who i like most at the moment, worst case scenario huh??
I decided,i should blog more.feel so much better everytime after blogging. do people create blogs cos they know there's something bout blogging that confers therapeutic effects to the bloggers?
If it is, salutes to blog-creator...whoever ur...
Cant believe it has been more than a month since i updated my blog.
Bloggie forgive me for this...im darn darn darn busy with just too many stuff!
Firstly,its about my dental OSPE, on 23rd september. what can i say?
Its so stressful and the tension just come out of nowhere...im so glad its over but
i wonder what's going to happen on the day i get my result slip...pheww hope i can get
something sensible and acceptable,just please,for goodness's sake,dont ever let me get any grade lower than B...and i'll be fine.
Secondly,raya holiday.What the...seriously how can they say its a holiday when im suppose to be mugging on foundation2 24/7 like mad??OK lets face it.maybe i go online and go play like once in a while,but the rest of my time is obviously going to be filled with books and notes and worst of all...im staying at vista throughout the week while supposedly i can go home and have my nice bed and nice food.darn.how can they ever treat me this way??
Well well...maybe this is just what medicine school is suppose to be.
Face it Emmy, stop complaining!
Phew what else to say?Love life?Lol sounds interesting but my love life at the moment is like a bunch of tangled strings that can never be entangled.At least thats what i feel it is.
Imagine you have to choose only one between 2 guys, and the thing is you do not know who to choose, not cos afraid of hurting the other, but scared of being regret in the near future. sometimes you just wanna drag everything till the end. but at the end of the day, decision is still mine. whats wrong with me? im just some desparate stupid girl. i seriously wish there's something call a "deciding machine" to help me decide who to choose, so can save my time and trouble. i dont even know who i like most at the moment, worst case scenario huh??
I decided,i should blog more.feel so much better everytime after blogging. do people create blogs cos they know there's something bout blogging that confers therapeutic effects to the bloggers?
If it is, salutes to blog-creator...whoever ur...
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