Love

Its merely a pure attempt to make things work.
Yet the result shows the other way round :(
I wasnt expecting anything special,but what just happened, to be honest, was heartbreaking.

This is not a deliberate emo post. This is just a post expressing how i feel about certain issues, and how they didnt seem to match my expectation.
You know sometimes you think certain things have to like this like that and how they end up differently.

Maybe the problem lies in me. Dont you think?
Maybe im just a stubborn lil kid because i expect thing to happen like how i want it to be and when it doesnt, i will be so upset i cant even think properly.
Im living in an environment where most people give in to me, i've come to term with this for the past 21 years of my life and now, it is really not easy to change.
Outsiders will always be outsiders.
They have no reason at all to give in to you.
Who the hell are you in the first place?

I repeat : WHO THE HELL ARE YOU(AM I)?

And now i know the answer : IM nothing. Nothing at all.

I know i mean a lot to you, so much so that you try giving in to me time and again. You are by far the most understanding and most gentleman of all i met.
Put up with me for just a lil while more will you?
Cos im trying now.
I really am.

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Salem Falls

Yes, Salem Falls.

The book i read, borrowed from amy.
It is indeed a good book, finely written, very clever and make ppl flip through every pages with anticipation.
Bravo to Jodi Picoult!!

Talk about reading books and novels, its been such a long time since i last read any interesting one. My memories of hardcore book-reading period is only during my time in TARC, where there're rows and rows of never ending fictions neatly placed on the shelves and im severely spoilt for choice.
I like the feeling so much i wish IMU's like that too.

Those were the days...

Freaking out reli reli loud

So bored. bored. bored. arghhh!!
How can this happen... its only been a week.
A FREAKIN WEEK!!!

Secret(s)

B and more of B

Brought some books over for cyun..
B's dad took it and i din see B's mum.
I bet if i saw here just now i'll have lots of food to eat again :)
Hah how nice...

B's not around and im feeling lonely :(
Not spending enough time with B, no quantity, not even quality.
A lonely sem break, that is.
Planning to visit a few places but H1N1 seems quite big.
Sucks.

Nothing to do and i resort to blogging nonsense.

There's a charity run this coming sunday, i've yet to pick up the registration form, i've no idea how far the run is, i've no clue at all so should i run or should i not? I hate decision-making, espeically when i know nothing at all.

I want a fairy tale life, if its even possible.

Lovey dovey

Hi to my blog.
Weather is harsh today, i am angry at the angry sun.

"I like it when you hold my hand,
I like it when you hug me tight,
I like it when you kiss me on the forehead,
I like it when you tell so many jokes and stories you make me laugh out loud,
I like the way you encourages me and gives me strength,
I simply like everything about you,
Perhaps,
We are just meant to be together"

Lovely, isnt it?

I added in some love.

Transformer is HUGE nowadays.
And i, can totally understand why everyone seems to be so obssessed about it, just like me.
Nah.
Not that im extremely obssess.
Just partial.

The part when megan fox first appeared, i know, all the guys in the entire world drooled all over.
Which is understandable, since she is voted the sexiest woman alive or something.
I like her body, and her skin colour.
Just dont get me wrong i aint a lesbie, aha.
I wonder if "he" feels the same about her, such a saddening thought. wooooo...
Getting jealous over such a thing, is, childish.

And so,
I shall perish the thought. xxxxx. Jealousy gone for good!!

Our love grows as time goes by
and it shall remains so :)