What the f***ing hell is his problem??
I happily went to sch waiting for him only to be greeted by that look, no hi, no smile, nothing.
Fine.
He wanted to meet his friend, so i waited downstair, and then when i met him again i ask "Where u wanna go?". Oh damn guessss i asked the wrong question again cos as far as im concerned he trying to say as though im asking him to decide every single thing in my life.
Fine.
Started to get sien. Even more sien when that look doesnt wanna go away.
And under such condition i know i should just go home, to avoid any sort of conflict.
Fine.
Then messages coming like nobody's business saying "i hate you. you make me sad. blablabla"
Oh come on!! Who the hell are you to even say u hate me when u started all these craps??
Do you even have the right to feel sad when im the one who's supposed to be sad?
And saying i broke my promise to acc him as he clean his room.
FINE FINE FINE.
Yeah i promised before so okay im no gonna break my promise.
OK.
Buy my lunch and walk over to his place.
Reach. Eat. Alone. For one instance i thought im invisible... to HIM at least.
Fine again.
Finished my lunch and he's happily sleeping.
HALLO???i thought u said u wanna clean the room?
ALRIGHT.Maybe i should start first since there're so much to do, thinking maybe he need help or something.
Asked for the key,enter the room, and heard him asking me something though not very clear.
OK so i should answer his question and i DIDDDDD answer his question, just that i cant talk as loud cos im having a bad sore throat.But u think he even CARE??? F*** OFF he's only good at screaming at me and accuse me for punishing him? What punishing him? What the f***ing punishment he meant? When did i ever punish him? Sometimes i think he's mad.
Hey come on! IM just a human ok? i've got feeling too ok? Wow u seriously think the way u treated me is worth praising?
Yeah right and now ur saying i caused all the suffering and pain and nonsense??
Ask YOURSELF is it YOUR problem or MINE??
Honestly im speechless now. I've NEVER met such a guy in my entire life and i wonder what did i do wrong to even know him. I cant believe such a happy day can be ruined just like that.
This is the worst experience ever...and seriously if this sort of thing were to happen even for once more i'll just have to stop this shit.
What am i suppose to do? Im trying to be good and again and again and again i've been misunderstood and ill-treated, just like shit.
For goodness sake, i've got no obligation to be like how you want it to be man.
Im me and thats it end of story.
No more argument. No more question.
Whether you like it not, take it or leave it.
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