Post-momentoftruth

People worry for their EOS result and here i am, worry for my summative result.
Ever since the day IMU sent me email saying i passed both subjects.
The only reason for my worry is i seriously need to know my grade because there are important!!
What if i passed but i got like C? That is not good, in fact i will be so pissed off with myself.
So i waited this entire week for their letter(suppose to be parent's copy but i dun care i will be the first to open it) and after 8 days, 8 freaking days, i finally received the letter. Two, as a matter of fact. One for DP and another for MedSci.
Dad's the one who handed the 2 letters to me, and he asked "Whats that?"
Im like "EH........".
Duhhhh obviously i know its the result but should i say it out??
Since i myself am not sure how i did???
And so i had no choice but to open the letter right in front of him.
Oh great.
The first one is MEDSCIENCE argh the one i m sooooo scared of.
Its a B.
I looked at it again. Carefully this time. Ok its still B.
Sighhh... Its a sigh of relief. lol. Not toooo bad.
Then i gave it to dad, i dunno whats his reaction and honestly i dun really care haha.
Then, the next one, ah its DP for sure.
Not as scary as the first one.
So open it with "not-so-scared" feeling.
Oh yesssss its an A!!
Lalalala.
And dad asked "So is it A?"
I answered "Yea, i think."
Ooops.
I wonder what his reaction would be if i say "Nah i got C."
Seriously i dun think he mind hehe.

Ok cut the crap.
All i wanna say is, i shall study harder next semester.
It wont be easy in fact will get harder and harder but i will face it.
As if i have a choice.