Did you see the spider web on my blog?

I did anyway.

So Sem5 started like more than 2 months back and i forgot how it feels like to study everyday. I do not know how many lectures i have been, how many lecture notes i am suppose to have, how many topics i should read up on. I seriously do not sound like an undergrad in medical school. I sound more like a royalty coming to this weird uni to burn my time away.

Yes.
AIMLESS is the word.
Totally.

And now that i realise the way i lead my current life is so so not right and just when i finally decided i really should be reading more, i am now officially unmotivated. Plus my brain is empty. And this is not cool.

Oh and i dont want to even go home because everytime i go home my family will assume i've been working so hard and so stressed up they want me to just relax and chill at home. The truth is i've been chilling all these while and am sick of it at the moment :(

Right, we shall skip this topic i'll think about it later before i sleep.

So! The SPMs result been released a few days ago, and it is kind of interesting now that they have the A+/A/A- system. Eventhough it seems harder but still thousands of people got straight A+, i wonder how can people actually get 90 and above for subjects like Bahasa Malaysia and Chinese. And two sisters of two friends who went to the same school and probably the same class and are equally(I assume) smart, turns out their results were soooo much different! One got straight As and the other only half of what the other got. Sigh. Weird things happen all the time.

Can barely type anymore, guess my eyes are giving out signal suggesting i should probably go sleep now.
Good night world.